Do you have disorganized attachment?
The disorganized attachment is an attachment type you can get if you have had a very traumatized childhood. Children with this attachment type froze when they saw theit mother or they started to rock. These children don´t have a stable coping strategy. The mothers of children with disorganized attachmnet tend to be impulsive, abusive and depressed.
Cognitive Behavior Psychologist Monica Emanell